Wednesday, May 5, 2010


So, I am sitting here at the Black Drop Coffee house for the first time in two weeks. It feels so weird to have gone so long without going to the place I went once a day for nearly 8 years of my life. Also, there is no good espresso in Puyallup and that makes me angry. While driving back up here I realized how lovely this place is. A part of me will always question my intentions for leaving this place. I know that this is the right move for me in the long run. I need to leave for a while in order to regain perspective. I am by no means talking shit about Bellingham. I can see myself coming back in the future but for right now it is not the place for me. It is hard to explain. Maybe it is because it is the only place I have lived outside my parent's house or maybe it's because I don't feel as though you can “grow up” in Bellingham. It is Never Never Land to me.

In other news, I need to only pack my shit and then I am ready to go. No more throwing stuff out/donating it/selling it. The stuff that I cannot fit into my bags gets tossed. Then it is all family all the time until my folks drop me off at the airport. Well, not entirely. I do have a couple more things to get but nothing too important...just shoes. My Bulgarian is coming along slowly. The words/sounds feel awkward in my mouth but it will just come with time and practice. It is difficult to talk to wall.

Anyways, I will update with more stuff later. And pictures of how little shit I have now.

1 comment:

  1. My Bulgarian is non-existent. I feel like I'm gonna be way behind everyone else but I will work tirelessly to catch up. I know how to say, "I am from California" which I hope will impress everyone into silence. Hope you get the perspective you were looking for - I think chances are you'll get a lot more than what you're looking for. See you in a few days!!!